at the edge.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Long time since i've ever posted something. Guess only when i'm affected badly will i blog it down. Ha.

Have been thinking a lot these days. Sometimes i feel i think too much, but thats just me. This song really applies to my life right now, it just relates so well. sometimes, life is just like a box of chocolates. you're never know what you're gonna get. i'm having the bitter one for now. Time will tell, so i shall be patient.

Still undergoing hell week for school, hope all is well after this week. wednesday.

intresting..

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP)

Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

Your Life Path Number is 9

Your purpose in life is to make the world better You are very socially conscious and a total idealist. You think there are many things wrong with the world, and you want to fix them. You have a big idea of how to world could be, and you'll sacrifice almost anything to work towards this dream. In love, you can easily see the beauty in someone else. And you never cling too tightly. You are capable of great love, but it's hard for you to focus your love on one person or relationship. You have a lot of outward focus, and you tend to blame the world for your failures. You are often disappointed by the realities of life - it's hard for you to accept the shortcomings of the world.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

Your Attitude is Better than 80% of the Population

You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life.

How's Your Attitude?

You Are 8% Phobic

Wow, you're scared of very little. And you're always conquering new fears that come up. Have you considered a career as a stunt double? You should at least go on one of those crazy reality shows where you eat bugs!

How Phobic Are You?

Your Aura is Violet

Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world. And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it! The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach

What Color Is Your Aura?

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama. Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time... But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you. You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing. That doesn't mean you don't rock out... You just rock out with meaning. For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Eagle Animal You Were in a Past Life: Whale You are active, a challenger, and optimistic. Hard-working, you are always working towards a set goal.

The Animal Personality Test

You Are an Okay Student

You know how to get by school, but your heart isn't always in it. Motivation is a problem for you. Maybe you need to study something more exciting!

Are You a Good Student?

Your Luck Quotient: 81%

You have an extremely high luck quotient. Not only do you consider yourself lucky, probably everyone you know does too. But you're smart enough to know that you've mostly made your own luck. By being positive, open, and flexible, a lot of luck has come your way!

How Lucky Are You?

You Will Die at Age 73

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live... And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?

You Are Spider-Man

Quick and agile, you have killer instincts (literally). And that kind of makes up for the whole creepy spider thing.

What Superhero Are You?

Your Interpersonal Intelligence Score: 80%

Your Interpersonal Intelligence is High You are definitely a "people person." You enjoy spending time with others. You instinctively understand people, and you are both a good counsellor and mediator. However, there are definitely times when you've had enough. And that's when you cherish being alone.

How Does Your Interpersonal Intelligence Rate?

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

The Three Question Personality Test

Random Design. Some Comments?

inspired by a friend of mine, for the facial add-ons. :)

The Gray - How to make a cake

How to make a cake lyrics.

Step one you need to get a cake

And pour some choco syrup on it quick

then you spread it with a knife

using golden state whip light cream.

oh you see a nice lil pattern there

make a pattern with some nuts

add some collon right on top

and there you go, you have a cake

but it isnt completed yet

you need to add some fruit loops to make it nice.

and now its time to make a wish

and now you know how to make a cake.



HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. mad.

Trip to Cambodia

Busy Week, all started from 14th June 2007 for 5 days, to 19th June. Guess this was a much happening trip and i would say, probably one of the more enriching trips that i've been in for. Being in Phonm Penh ( Captial of Cambodia) for just merely 5 fays, I can somewhat tell of the life the locals there face, each and everyday. For Singaporeans like us, i would very much want to emphasise this word "Lucky". You might think this is the most typical word used to sterotype Singaporeans compared to the Cambodians but, i can tell you, its really different there, as compared to here. They lead simple lifes, and stay happy. Its really through God's grace and blessings that allows us to be who we are, and what kind of environment we are being born into. So, lets see some pictures...

Day 1

Meeting at the airport.

All ready and On the flight...

Mr Kelvin Cheong says HI.

view of luggage pickup points.
Phomh Penh's airport is smaller than T1.

Upon arrival, Bus Brings us to our lodging location.
Look at everyone's excited face.


Day 2

Basically Day 2 was about going around the neighbourhood, to in short, try and evangelise, by asking youths to join us in Day 3's dinner to fellowship.

Top view from the church, introducing the streets of Phomh Penh.

Roads are made of crushed stones, embraced by a long row of what we call LRB (low rised buildings) haha!

Breakfast for Day 2 - Char Siew Rice (best manually roasted char siew i have ever tasted, also my favourite dish i've eaten there)

'beach' volleyball courts can be seen in urban areas.

A2 and A4, walking around the neighbourhood...

Coconut seller with his coconuts. each priced at abt 40cents Sing.

'WOW' .. this guy is something...

locals invited us into their houses. Cambodians are very opened people i would say.

Intresting. Eye Clinic. Hmm..

Cambodia version of a roadside 'MAMA' shop.

DAELIM 100cc 2-stroke motorbike.

Here we see a cross junction of the roads. (note : there are no traffic lights.)

Road near the market. Overlooks some 'bigger' houses around..

Roadside market.. pollution was really bad there...

Classic. Boys as young as 4 goes around collecting empty tin cans.
looks really pitiful. The ground was like so scorching hot..

the famous Tuk-tuk, but powered by a motorbike..

Wasnt much going on in day 2 after that.
Back view of trip tee !

Day 3

On Day 3, we visited a local chinese school, to interract with the targeted youths there. The school was located like in the middle of a market. Quite weird but intresting. some shots for you below.

Yu Hua School..

top view of what a centralised marketplace looks like.

obviously the pork seller,

seafood,

chicken, and vege sellers.

sharing with local chinese students...

Their multi-purpose exercise book. nice colour. haha..

Welcome to the Tong Sleng Museum.

I also dont know what this means. so..

'Security of Regulation' for the prisoners.

Sounds really sucky.



Some pictures from the genocide museum.
Enjoy!

Objects used to torment the prisoners.. cruel.

Electric chair.

Spooky. What known as 'Spritual Orbs' can be seen. at the cell area.
100% confirm it wasnt on my camera's LCD when i took i this..

shows 2 cells. 4-5 prisoners were kept in 1 small cell like that.. HOW ?

Long row of cell chambers....

Torture device. Put water in and chain the limbs with head in water.

Chain the limbs, water the face till victim dies of drowning while not submerged in water.
Used for interrogation most of the time..

shows skull of a victim, head shot 45degress from top back.

Shrine for victims of the khmer rouge genocide incident.

Dinner at the church. we invited much people, targeting youths, to have fellowship there.

Apparently some of them got really high.. look at Ben.

Day 4

On our way to mekong river. HIGHNESS on board.

Here we are at the river bank..

And there we are in the boat.. and what the hell is TL doing.

One word : NICE.

So our journey starts...

Back on shore.. locals grown-up men playing 'CHAPTEH' . ????
but must admit, they are so good, they only use their sole to kick from the back..

Through God's grace, dark clouds comes RIGHT after we were back at shore.
AMEN. haha..

Next, we move on to our ' SUPER-HIGHCLASS-RESTAURANT' to have our dinner, priced at 2-3 USD each. ( Thats a lot of money there..)

Caught this idiotic guy throwing toothpicks at me. Look at his face. -.-''




Day 5


Shop-a-lot-day
Its was the Empress's birthday on this day, so it was a public Holiday for everyone..

Back to the Palace again.

This girl followed me for almost 100 metres, just to ask for money. poor thing sia..

Next, we come to the SHOPPING CENTRE. look at that. its not air-conditioned.

Insects. from cockroaches to grasshoppers to big hairy spiders. All deep-fried. Not for the weak at heart. ahahhaha...

After some shopping, we headed to some chinese restaurant to have lunch. It was quite an expensive place to eat from what i heard..

Next stop, Russion Market.

Wondered what this was for ?

For this. Waffles.




Day 6

Back to Singapore. whoo.

We will miss Cambodia.

action beh deh muds.

lagi best.



Cambodia, we will be back. :)